Monday, January 25, 2010

i miss you.....

I have some extremely sad dad decided to give my precious baby boy Solomon away....*i miss my puppy*
yeah it was saturday, and while i was in the bathroom, the guy came and took him away..
i didn't even get a chance to see him for the last time. i didn't even get to pet him one more time. or tell him that i love him....*i'm crying now...* gahh...everytime i think of him, i cry.
i really miss him a lot! he was the cutest, most amazing, dorky, annoying dog ever and i loved him so much. i really hated my dad that day. i hated that he didn't give me a chance to see my baby before he left.
i sat in my room for literally like 3 hours just crying. i know, i'm a big baby. but Solomon was really the first puppy that i raised myself. and i didn't even get to see him grow up completely.
my dad called the guy saturday night just to check up on Solomon and he said that his whole family really loves him and all the kids love to play with him and that hes just the sweetest dog ever......
i know i should be happy that hes with a good family and that hes happy..but i'm not.....
i miss him...i can't be happy for him unless i'm the one making him happy.
gah i know its selfish. but reallly. i want him back. NOW!
i secretly hope that they get tired of him really fast so they bring him back to me. but i doubt that will happen. they say that they will bring him over to visit. but thats not enough for me.
i want them to bring him back to live with me! gahh! SOLOMON!! i miss you babyy!!!
i wonder if he misses me too! i wonder if hes forgotten about me already.
i'm his mommy! he can't forget about me! i was there when he was born!!
he was born on July 4, 2009. He was puppy #6! i was the first one to hold him!
I knew from the beginning that he was the one i wanted. and now hes gone....
how can my parents be so cold hearted??!?!

ok i'll stop talking about my dog now. no matter where he lives, he'll always be mine!
he'll always be my baby Solomon. no one can replace him.....
i'm gonna go finish crying and i'll talk to you guys later!


Monday, January 18, 2010

Where have you been my entire life??

who am i talking about?..PARK HYO SHIN!!!!
i dont know if you guys are kpop addicts like me, but i just recently fell in love with park hyo shin!
i know hes been around for a while, but i was browsing youtube and came across one of his videos. he was singing "lets hate eachother" on KBS. and his voice....*dies* MELTS MY SOUL!!!
gahh how can someone be born with such an amazing, perfect, smooth, sexy voice?!?!
seriously! hes the MASTER of ballads!
ive never heard anyone with a voice like his!! wahh i think the closest thing is probably...Ha Dong Kyun??...sorta?...idk. but i love him! hehe
i want him to sing me to sleep every night for the rest of my life! (woah)
my FAVORITE song from him is called "lost"
gahh talk about an amazing voice..

heres the link to the video:

hope you guys enjoy!!
OHh and i'll have another video up tomorrow! go check it out when you get the chance!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

wow its been like a monthh!


wow..i only have 8 followers...*cries*
but its ok! thank you guys for following mee!!!
well i havent been posting for like a month now..
sorry guys, i go on these random hiatus' sometimes!!
but i've been super busy with school lately but...luckily, i don't have to take ANY Exams next week so i'll be free for like 10 days!! YAYYY!! that means new videos, new blog posts, and whateverr else you guys want!!

OHH an announcement....
i placed an order on gmarket after Christmas and then again this past week!!
so i already recieved my first order and my second order is being sent over now!!
and i also placed a small order on AND i'm getting new circle lenses soon!!
so LOTS of videos to check out and updates for you guys to readd!!
yay i promise that i'll be more active on here and youtube so dont give up on me yett!!!
i'm coming back with a BANGG!! so check it out as soon as i get it all going!! \

if you guys have any requests, SEND THEM IN NOWW!!! i'm off of school for a week so i'll be doing videos more frequently!!!

but then after my break is over...i probably wont be on here as often again...why??
because it will be the start of a new semester in school and i want to focus on grades and school work *what a nerd..i know*
but i have STRAIGHT A's!! and i want to maintain that through next semester!!
but believe me, i'll still be here and on youtube!!

so yeah this was just a quick little update for you guys!! much love to all of youu!!
you guys are the bestt!! and please get more people to follow mee!!!

My lovely sister and i!